Monday, October 25, 2004
HAPPIE 17TH BIRTHDAY TO TRACY GUAN, MY LITTLE SISTER!!!!!
toking to deon really squeezed my brain juices out. think so much. but... i love my boy!!!! ahahaha... wat he said do make sense. happie!
had consultation with mrs.juliachow. like FINALLY!!!!! 2+hrs at the balcony. wah... brain-dead. saw omar in sch. didnt know he would be in sch. if i'd known beforehand, i wun be in sch today la. took cab to sch. =( okie... but wed i think i confirm will see him. becoz i'll be going for the econs lecture which will be like most probably the last one for revision before alevels. and i gotta write the essays and do the case studies. yingwen, u cant slack!!!!!!!!!!!!
just 9 more days. since at night already, should say left 8 more days to alevels. feeling the stress coming up. told ms.kwan i wana get A for maths. she said i can do it if i continue to work at this pace. but these few days... i slacked too much. just shit la. i hate having exams. it's always disappointments to me.
duno if got econs tuition tmr or not. well... it's very clear tat i'm the WEAKEST among sadaf, siting, lixin & carol. aiya, altho carol always says she doesnt know anything, but she actually knows alot. sigh. i'm really feeling damn fucked up. i really really wana get triple As. not joking. but how???? when i dun have the self-discipline to study.
mama called said she'll be back by this week. den she asked me if i want her to come back. i said up to her to decide. anyway, even if she comes back wat can she do? she oso cannot help me take alevels. so doesnt make a difference for me. and frankly speaking, if she comes back i cant study at home becoz she'll be asking wat i wana eat, keep nagging say i never study. but... up to her to decide den. i have nothing to say.
ah gong (as in my real ah gong) said as long as pass exams, graduate, can promote very good already. but den again... if i get E,E,E which uni can i go? doesnt make sense rite? my ah gong's statement doesnt apply to me anymore. i need good grades. everyone's fighting for a place in uni unlike his generation when most ppl stopped at secondary sch level.
brought latte out to holland v's pet lover's centre to buy some cat food. he was damn scared by the passing of cars, screeching of bus tyres, etc. and somemore all the construction sites building the new mrt station at st james church there and the renovation at holland v. the sound... just irritates my kitten la. so he ended up scratching all over me and meowing. decided to take a cab home after buying the cat food. 5 cabbies rejected me and my latte. finally an old cabbie, nice man, took latte and i home. and he was such a kind soul. the uncle at pet lover's centre and the staffs there said latter very cute and his stripes very pretty. ya la. my son wad. of coz pretty la.
so my day ends lidat. toking to deon.toh made me think. yes... i gotta get my triple As.
oh... boy, always go for wat u want. mummy will always support u. just try for one more month!!!! all the best!!!!
so... guess i will go rest awhile now. den wake up and practice some maths den revise abit of econs before doing the case studies and essays for wed's econs lecture. dun think i'll go sch tmr. i'll miss my deon darling ah boy.
and... tat LOKEKOKHOE kept bullying me today. cant stand him!!!! one day i'll flick his forehead off. when that day comes, even joey cant save him! heheheh!!!!
before i end my entry, uploaded some recent fotos. go view okie? made a link HERE. enjoy!
byebye.
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