Wednesday, October 06, 2004
him: ... u know how to cheer me up on thu...
me: i duno how to make u happie.
him: the arsenal jersey will do. everytime i wear it, it'll remind me of two things that i've adored in my life... the club & u...
me: i dun need u to adore me. n the jersey, i'm not buying it for u. i believe in getting wat i want myself instead of asking pple for it even if it's my birthday. it's the same for u. u cant keep asking other pple to get u things that u want. u understand?
him: well... all i can say is surprise me... it's not about wat i want... i just dun wana get the same gifts! last yr i got 3 pencil boxes & 2 surf sandals...
so... ... do i care a damn abt this??? so wat if u get the same things for birthday? i'm sure they are all of different patterns. sincerity... HELLO... wat's his bloody problem!!!!!!!! MADE ME DAMN FREAKING IRRITATED AT NIGHT AND I WENT STRAIGHT TO BED!!!!!!
why is he still lidat? i tot he changed to be so nice to the class. so nice to pple. i tot he learnt to be a nicer person. in the end... all he has is mind is "ME ME ME ME ME ME"
ALL HE WANTS IS THAT F**KING ARSENAL-AWAY JERSEY!!!!!!
sorry to all arsenal fans. i've nothing against arsenal. just that jerk. sorry sorry.
supposed to go sakae buffet with deon and some others. in the end decided not to go. i was just not in the mood to go anymore. couldnt concentrate studying too. the cafe today was just too noisy. furthermore there's this uncle with the noisy machine fixing something. *argh*
packed my stuffs and went town in search of mr lian's farewell gift. heard "the wedding march" once i alighted at the lucky plaza bus stop. and i actually teared while walking thru the tunnel towards taka. made me think of o--r. his name was under "the wedding march" ringtone. so everytime he calls me i'll hear that song. i teared not becoz i miss him or wat. but... i'm very very very disappointed in him. i tot he changed. i didnt mind his past. but realised now that... he hasnt change, he's still the same old him. nothing can change him. I GAVE UP.
went wisma and taka. in the end bought him a G2000 shirt. dark grey. duno he likes or not. and duno the size correct or not. asked mr lee, he said mr lian shld be around his size la. so... yups. went flash&splash, levi's, stadium... etc. since omar wun be going school this week, i'll just walk around this weekend to see if there's anything for him. i dun wana be so bad. no matter wat he is still a fren. an ordinary fren. he does not deserve to be my good fren. not at all. tot of buying a levi's shirt for him. i know all of u will object to it but... come to think of it, he's actually quite poor thing. no one's celebrating his birthday for him. sad rite? he's still a human being. and he's super sick at home. feel like visiting him but i dun think i shld. he beta take care of himself den.
home now. gotta try some maths. tmr is consultation with ms kwan. i beta clear my maths tmr. gosh... i suck at maths.
byebye.
collin, wenrong, harnie, wendie, wana go out on sat?????
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