Saturday, October 16, 2004
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO RANDALL!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm very down today. since this morning when i woke up. i just duno why. is there anything bothering me? impossible... i mean i'd already let go, is it that my heart hasnt let go yet? pls let go yingwen, he's a BASTARD!!!!! gosh... i am not a human being!!!!
econs tuition was very discouraging. i knew none of the stuffs he went thru. i am so DUMB!!!!!!! i mean, i dun even have the basic knowledge in me. wat am i doing in SAJC taking Alevels in like 18days? i am really crazy.
i gotta study. i gotta study. my burning of mid-night oil starts tonight. becoz mama not in spore, i can stay up till i feel like sleeping without someone chasing me to bed. I MUST MUG!!!!!
honestly, i do want to get triple As. but... honestly too, i know i cant get it. i'm not as hardworking and smart as peiwei and alec. i am lazy and i have a super bad memory. i'll be very happy if i get triple Bs. but so far from wat i had studied, i can only TRY to aim triple Cs. getting into HKU is my goal. but working towards my goal is like IMPOSSIBLE.
abt me feeling down today. i bet no one realised. coz i was still the same one happy me in front of all u guys. i duno wat i'm doing. i'm falling ill. sense a flu coming coz my nose has been leaking and blocking these few days. GOD BLESS EVERYONE WHO'S NOT FEELING WELL!
today JC1s painted the band store. not bad. didnt see the final product but i guess with those guys around it shouldnt be that bad. banners... proud of huimin. drawings on files... gals did a great job. this batch is so united. envy them. I MISS MY 2002 BATCH. my huini, elim, willie, alvin, wancai, zhijia, yongxiang, shanshan, becky, peiwei, denise, toi... etc. miss them so much. still remember our band outing after every band pract in town. (mostly at taka square or the staircase).
leaving sajc in 7weeks' time. so fast 3yrs. cant believe it. it seemed like only yesterday when jiaying asked me to join sajcband. i was quite reluctant coz sajc wasnt in any of my choices at first. well... i did enjoy myself very much. with band, 02A22 and 03A41. miss those good old days.
but today is just an oh-so-bad day. i havent gotten over him entirely yet. but i'm sure i will. i can definitely do it.
mugging time. thanx deon for ur ever lasting "yingwen go and study". yes... i'll go and study now.
PPLE, PLS HELP ME BY NOT ASKING ME OUT UNTIL 24TH NOV WHEN I HAVE MY LAST PAPER!!!! THANX!!!!
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