Saturday, November 06, 2004
spent my day slacking. played games and read novels. did ABIT of maths.
I'M SO DAMN SLACK!!!!!!! YINGWEN!!!! WAKE UP!!!! 2 MORE DAYS TO MATHS P1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg... i'm like destroying my own future. wat can i do with a lousy olevels cert and a lousy alevels cert? be a beggar? oh... come on... i may not even get an alevels cert for my super lousy results afterall. i know myself very well. i need something strong to push me to really sit down and study. i need someone. but who??? i duno. my mama is just irritating me with her never ending VOICE. so noisy. i cant concentrate with her around at home at all. lucky daddy coming back on tue. oh... well... i might just spend my time going out with daddy for coffee and stuffs coz i miss-ed him so much. okie... i shall be disciplined and study!!!!!!
how i wish i can go shopping with my frens; suntanning with ah min and gals; watch movies with my gang; have fun and stuffs. not to forget ALL my bets with layney. sorry layney. let's not bet for alevels. i'd already lost to u everytime. sigh. study study mug mug. why?
i tot going for make-up course wasnt bad. met huini on fri. she's so cool. yea... i duno wat i want in life. i only know that i wana be a psychologist. but who can force me to study hard for it? myself. but am i doing it? no. why? i duno. sigh. wat am i doing??? can i see my own future? yea... definitely. as a beggar i think. seriously... i duno how to achieve my goals. how?????????????
read thru some pple's bloggies. link here and there. most of them... well... all of them said that GP was difficult. but i tot it was alrite. neither difficult nor easy. was even so confident to aim for at least a B. erm... now i think my aim is quite impossible. coz it seemed difficult to all of them. it's just me right? i have BIG problem. but i tot it was really okie and that i can get at least a B for it. well... let's just pray hard for yingwen. and gosh... i need to pray for miracles to happen for all my other papers too.
hell... i just hate alevels...
decided! wait for wendytan to fly back before i fly off to hk for my long-awaited holiday. yups. miss hongkong alot. esp grandma... gonna visit her. okie... study. maths. oh... did i mention tat i forgot that i need to memorise formulas? so here i am... going off to remember formulas before hitting the qns again. THANX IVYCHAN FOR REMINDING ME. =)
i miss many pple. but i miss minghsun, zhongkai and harnie the most. =(
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