Friday, January 21, 2005
went JB with winnie. nothing interesting, nothing to buy. and i didnt get to eat the fabulous seafood there coz we didnt know our way there. the most embarrassing part was that we actually asked a japanese tourist there for directions. omg. so malu can. gosh. went back singapore. disappointed and tired. angeline i want to go with u!!!!!! and well, i thought i saw angeline's mama at JB. i wasnt sure though coz she was back facing me. didnt ur mama go JB on thu angel???
today woke up. mama said she is shifting my computer into the living room. hell... made me flare up again. WHY MUST SHE ALWAYS SHIFT MY THINGS?????? does she think that i have a lot of time packing my stuffs so often??? why must i shift my stuffs so often and not settle down where i am now. WAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!
i seriously have no mood to go anywhere. i am not having pms. i have not been enjoying myself since i got back here and i have been living like hell since mama got back here. i love my friends. they are the only ones who do make me happy whenever i am with them.
i am so sorry for pangsei-ing harnie, wendie and xianie. i was supposed to go celebrate xianie's birthday with them on thu nite. but den i told harnie to go ahead without me coz i am going JB. in the end they still cancelled it. i am so sorry. i just didnt want u guys to cancel just becoz of me. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...
omar basri smsed me yesterday nite. he asked me if we can ever be friends again. i seriously wanted to reply 'NO'. but den i tot, why must i still reply him when he is telling everyone how bad i was to dump him on his birthday and shit like that while on the other hand, he is trying to make me talk to him. he looks pathetic enuff but i hate him i hate him i hate him!!!!
why is my life so miserable? why cant i just have a simple family, lead a simple life, JUST A SIMPLE LIFE????????? pls...
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