Saturday, March 05, 2005
sorry pple. please please please do not contact me. i beg you. i am so sorry.
i wish i could give ann my B3 for gp. i wish i wish... it's no use to me. really. i dont need it at all.
i did worse than i expected. i cried by the poolside for hours before i went back up. i cried in bed. i cried this morning. i am crying now. how can my family think that my results are not bad? they arent not bad. they are disastrous like mr lee used to say. yes... my gp is very very very very good because i never believe in studying for gp. but... wat's the use now?
dont need to tell me it's too late to regret. i didnt regret. just that i didnt expect this. it's not that i dont know wat to do now. i know wat to do. but the prob is i dont want to study in singapore. i want to get out of singapore. does anyone understand????????
i made mistakes for the past 3 yrs. i should have listened to daddy's advices then. now... i will let daddy decide. no aussie. no aussie.
no matter wat, i will study hard to go work for daddy. cause i love my daddy alot alot. and i had let him down like for a billion times. i am so sorry daddy. i will agree to watever daddy suggests. i will let him decide. i will. i will.
for those who still wants to know my results... E-geog, O-maths, O-econs, B3- gp. disastrous right? yea... i just needed to pass maths, not geog. NOT GEOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am crying becoz my E is geog and not maths.
i am sorry for not replying all of my dearest friends yesterday and today. i am sorry for offing my hp and shutting up into a world of my own. i am sorry i didnt answer any calls. i am sorry for everything.
thanks harnie. i really love ya alot.
thanks angel and debra so much.
thanks ann. i really really love ya.
thanks to deon, marcus, huimin, enru, aloo, addi, stuart, liangshi and that girl (wat's her name again?). thanks thanks.
thanks to winnie. my sister. everlasting so encouraging. but my results is bad bad bad. it's totally not 'not bad'. u knew it.
thanks to mrs.wong. i think i grew more matured overnight.
sorry yeek. sorry.
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