Sunday, April 24, 2005
sam is gone. sigh. went airport to send him off. my dearest sam. :( i'm already missing him. but i am sure i can get through this. coz i'd waited for years already. july gonna be here soon. yeay! he will be back soon. muacks.
he gave me flying kisses!!! yeay!!! recorded down in my digicam. can watch everyday when he's not here. wanted to upload the video at 1st. but think minghsun will be shy. so dont think i should. muahahaha. smiles.
took a bus home. was crying the whole journey back. maybe becoz of the songs i was listening to and coz i was alone. not entirely coz minghsun is gone. yes. i do miss him alot now. alot alot. but things happened at home. shouldnt mention. i just want to be alone. i dont want to think about anything.
gg to kl this coming weekend. daddy may be coming back. mama said i am avoiding daddy. no. i am not. i dont want to be reminded of those. i dont want to remember those times in swiss cottage going through counselling. i took so long to overcome it. i took so long to forget it. now i have flashbacks. i am so scared now. i dont want to talk about it. whenever i think of it now i cry. cry for the family. not just myself. i do complain about my family. esp mama. but i love everyone of them. i love them. i cant imagine life without daddy or mama by my side now. i pray to god. pls guide me through.
sam sam sam. minghsun pls come back soon. i was really very sad this morning. i smiled coz u made me smile. come back soon. come back soon. muacks!
愛很簡單 - 陶喆
忘了是怎么開始
也許就是對你一种感覺
忽然間發現自己
已深深愛上你真的很簡單
愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
是是非非無法抉擇喔～
沒有后悔為愛日夜去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我喔～
i love you 無法不愛著你 baby 說你也愛我喔~
i love you 永遠不愿意 baby 失去你
不可能更快樂只要能在一起做什么都可以
雖然世界變個不停用最真誠的心讓愛變的簡單
我愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
是是非非無法抉擇喔～
沒有后悔為愛日夜去跟隨
沒有后悔為愛日夜去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我喔～
i love you 一直在這里baby 一直在愛你喔～
i love you oh yes i do
永遠都不放棄這愛的權利
如果你還有一些困惑 oh no 請貼著我的心傾听
听我說著我愛你 yes i do
永遠都不放棄這愛的權利
i love you 我一直在這里baby 一直在愛你喔～也
i love you 喔～也
永遠都不放棄這愛的權利
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