Monday, April 25, 2005
woke up. saw minghsun online. felt happie suddenly. chatted awhile. afterthat i went SIM. wanted to buy the textbooks. reached there, they said books havent arrived. so i will have to go down few days later. doesnt matter.
had a heart to heart talk with mama on our way to SIM. gosh. i really duno what to tell and what not to tell. i dun wana make things worse. i swore i will keep it from her forever. i shall stick to it.
daddy's coming back on 30th. no i am really not avoiding him. why would i want to? emailed him. think it's just a misunderstanding.
we talked about minghsun too. she didnt say anything. maybe she got the idea of my feelings now.
didnt contact minghsun after chatting online. i wanted to try not contacting him. but u know what? i feel so terrible. yes. terrible. sigh. i can still take it tho. but... when will he come back.
harnie, it's okie. it's just that one paper. maybe god wants u to study hard for other papers. dont think too much. u know u have to study hard. no point us saying. i promised to be there for u. so anything just contact wendy or i. we will be there. if u need a study companion, wendy can study with u. she doesnt mind. we are best friends. so anything just tell us. i am glad u told us about it and not just keep it to urself. i love ya. do take care. i am just a call away. remember.
deon, cheer up. follow ur heart. not ur mind. u know what i am referring to, dont u? other den tat, do buck up and study hard okie? :) u can do it.
meeting the gals tmr afternoon. i duno if i can stay so crappy. i really miss him very much.
i cant stop watching the flying kisses. i miss them. i miss him. i miss everything about him. sigh.
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