Tuesday, June 07, 2005
i duno wassup with the 'gu qi' thingy huini and i were talking about just now. anyway, i really didnt call him. anyone wana guess how long i struggled with myself for deciding whether to call him or not? if i call him, i will ask him when he will be back and i will be very sad eventually. if i dont call, i really cannot fall asleep tonight coz i am used to calling him every nite. miss-ing someone really feel like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. u know that type of buay tahan kinda feeling. 43days already. how long more? can god pls tell me...? i bet if i dont contact him, he will never contact me.
blog-hopping. kept gg to the same bloggies. hope harnie is enjoying herself in aussie with her good friends, sophie & sarah. hope that wendie will get good grades for her exams. hope that i can pass my ESL407 & ECO182 for mid-terms. hope that mr.hsieh will be back this week. okie. i know i am just dreaming. ignore me.
mama not flying back yet. celebrating father's day with daddy and grandpapa in hk. so... means i gonna be alone at home for a long long longer time since minghsun also doesnt wana come back. my sisters are never home. even if they are home, one will be in her room with her bf, the other will never talk to me. that day i asked her wana share pizza hut delivery with me or not she so stingy. say no money. wtf rite? earn so much all spend on herself. ask her share also so stingy.
hp just rang. tot it was him. but no. it's yiping again. sigh. i dont want to go out with him. someone pls provide me some excuses to reject him? and for those who know him, pls dont tell him tat i dont want to go out with him. all guys are so troublesome huh? they will never understand how a girl feels. idiots. why cant we live in a world without MALE species?
i hate to be alone. DO U UNDERSTAND? i am afraid of the dark, i on all the lights in the hse when i am alone. i am afraid of silence, i blast my itunes when i am alone. i am lazy, i would rather starve myself den to go all the way down to holland v for dinner.
sleeeeeeeepless niteeeee.
i cry not becoz i am being bratty. i just dont like being alone.
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