Friday, September 23, 2005
thanks boyfriend for blogging for me yesterday. thanks elim for blogging for me.
my hp bill is over 150bucks last month. that is becoz i was made to go back hongkong for more den 10+days. so that did explain the high figure. but wellllll, no one will undertstand at all.
mama called to scold me. expected that when i saw my hp bill on the table. just tat i didnt expect it to come so fast becoz the letter just came yesterday. didnt expect my sister to tell her straight away and tell her that i was watching movie on a thur night. my mama doesnt like me to watch movie. i really dont know why. maybe due to the fact that daddy doesnt really bring her to one and that she's jealous? nah... i have no idea at all. i dont really care becoz i have no school on fridays.
i used to have a happie and complete family. now? no more. ever since daddy went back to hong kong, everything changed. not a little. but alot. so much had happened over the years. mama has been flying to and fro. the house is always empty. basically my house is more like a hotel. people only come back to rest and sleep and get ready for the next day's activities. and... i like to stay at home. the cosy feeling and all. but staying in my own house doesnt gimme that type of feeling. i used to be able to stay home for one or two days without going out. but now... not anymore. i rather go over to minghsun's house, cook dinner for the both of us, do my work, sleeep awhile, do my own things, etc. at least i feel more at home here in minghsun's house.
sigh. i dont like to go home.
to a home where i dont belong anymore.
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