Thursday, September 15, 2005
had many nice short chats with freddy throughout the entire day today during lectures, breaks & tutorials. he saw me msging minghsun since the moment i stepped into class and he started telling me about him and her. he's so so so confused. hmm... but i dont advise him to be together with her tho. things are complicating and he knows it. smiles.
anyway, we were reading catherine's cleo and suddenly we talked about sex. he asked me if i would mind if my boyfriend is not a virgin. he said he definitely will mind if his girlfriend is not. i said i wouldnt mind becoz knowing how all guys are such perverts, i dont think any one of my guy friends is still a virgin. smiles. but as long as my boyfriend does not cheat on me, i am fine with it. and i think tat should apply for guys toooo. as in it's only fair tat if girls do not mind their boyfriends are not virgins, guys should not expect each and every one of their gfs to be a virgin too. this is as in if u have had many many past relationships. haaa... freddy, this can be our topic for the research paper! ahahahaa... i am crazie. but this is really wat i think.
freddy told me this story too. the morale of the story is never ever find out too much about a person's past becoz what you find out may kill the relationship. haaaaaa. isnt tat wat i always say??? HOW TRUE. freddy is truly my best friend. smiles.
however, there was a period of time when i do not trust guys at all. becoz of wat happened at home. i had this thinking about guys. and as a matter of fact, i still do stick to my own thinking but just a few points. no matter wat, there'll be a barrier for me. he thought it was okie for me to know becoz i was young den and he trusted me not to tell anyone. i didnt. but it haunts me every night. even now tho they said everything's fine & settled. i just hate the name 'shirley'. no offence to pple with tat name.
i believe in marriage. it's just tat i've come to a point tat i do not believe tat a marriage will last a lifetime. there will be a point of time a divorce will come into the picture.
1) guys will go for prostitution at least once in his entire lifetime.
2) guys will get sick of their wives and have extra marital affairs.
3) guys cannot be trusted when they say 'i love u forever.' this is becoz there's no forever.
4) guys are great liars.
5) all guys are perverts.
6) there are no good man in this world. not even one. this includes all the male species i know.
7) guys always say one thing and do another.
8) guys are heartless.
9) guys only love sex and not the gal he's with.
10) i will never get married becoz i do not trust guys anymore. ---> (this does not apply anymore. i'd gotten over it. this explains the existence of minghsun. smiles.)
hmm... boyfriend handwashed his clothes today. so proud of him. my dear hse-husband. kekekeke. aftertat came home to cook instant noodles. we washed his blankets and bedsheets with my washing machine. smiles. isnt it good to have advanced technology at home? :) they're now in the drying machine. haaa.
i gonna spend my mooncake festival in the easties this year. exciting. cant wait.
for ur info... all of the above have absolutely NOTHING to do with my dearest minghsun. smiles. stop guessing. u will not know the answer except for that few who knows.
oh... i have 1 profile, 2 research papers, 1 report. sigh. uni sucks.
i hate ignorant pple. they always do not get their facts rite before speaking. but even if so, i cant be bothered. but well... they are ignorant and we cant blame them.
minghsun, pls graduate soon and we can get outta spore!!!!
but well, at the end of the day, i always have minghsun to cheer me up. i love u! muacks.
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