1) november sucks. i see my friends breaking up pair by pair. why?????
2) i had a bad dream becoz of skype.
but i am still holding on to the 100% of trust.
becoz every one says that mutual trust between couples is important.
therefore, there are sooo many many things that i never ask, hoping tat maybe one day i will see light.
3) winnie said once a man strays, he will always stray.
i said i do not believe.
4) i once told my mama that i will never ever forgive
my boyfriend if he two-timed me
OR
my future husband if has an affair with another woman
OR
my boyfriend/future husband if he goes for prostitution.
never ever. even if i love him alot. never.
5) i have never asked santa for any presents since young. thus, can i make a simple wish this year?
dear santa, pls grant him to be 100% mine. i am selfish, i do not like to share with others. plssssssssss.
fark it. santa does not even exist.
6) daddy always says dont lie, dont hide things because lies and mysteries will unknowingly be exposed sooner or later by itself.
i believe daddy.
7) i want to be able to say i love you to minghsun for as long as i live;
i want to be able to live everyday carefree-ly knowing that minghsun is mine, all mine, for as long as i live;
i want to be able to boost to my sisters and friends that minghsun is the model boyfriend (caring, loving, sweet, loyal faithful), whom every girl yearns for, for as long as i live.
can i?
8) i am losing it. someone pls save me before i sentence myself to a death penalty.