Friday, November 04, 2005
had the urge to blog suddenly. but i dont really have things to type. exams are here for everyone. by right i have a long long long weekend. but... somehow, i am at home. playing my SIMS2-UNIVERSITY LIFE all alone. everyone's studying. or maybe doing other things like gg out without me or so. am i really drifting away from all my friends? am i really becoming 'anti-social'? :( sigh. i dont really know what's gg on in my mind sometimes.
that night at my hse, minghsun & i were in my room listening to the new jaychou album. i was clearing some of my stuffs in my room too. den we came across a diary which i used to write before i started blogging in my previous old bloggie. gosh. everyday's entry revolves around him in sch doing this doing that. me trying to avoid him in sch kinda thing. 2 yrs back i was still waiting and waiting for him. reading all those really brought smiles back to my face. i learnt how to cherish my loved ones. thanks to those 2 years which had indirectly made our relationship much much much much stronger.
boyfriend's studying at home now. aftertat coming over to make dinner together. winnie treating us to movies tonight. soooooo after dinner minghsun said wana go gym awhile before gg for movies. staying over at his hse while winnie at yongkiat's hse. i dont really care about vincci. let her dieeee with her greediness. fark it. winnie and i were chatting online just now. talking about how badly vincci is to adrian. kept asking for presents. i bet if adrian's a little poorer den now, she wouldnt have gotten back together with him becoz he cannot afford to buy her things that she wants. such a slut huh? yes she is my eldest sister. how unlucky yea? ppls out there, pls pls pls cherish ur boyfriends. dont make them buy you things. think of ur future instead. it's nice having a boyfriend showering u with gifts and stuffs lidat, but isnt it better to save up those money to plan for your wedding instead? do think about it. urgh! she's such a slut!
chatted with benji for awhile. he asked if i am playing for sa-alumni. i told him i am not becoz i cant really make time for sat night practices. and partly becoz the irritatant is kinda re-joining alumni too. den i thought, am i really that busy that i cant make time for just a few hours on sat nights for alumni pract or issit just tat i am too into my own little world, unwilling to go out into the real world anymore? i duno. yes, i really really miss band practices. i miss my friends and all the fun we have had when we were still in sa-band back then. it's good that sa-alumni serves as a gathering place for us to be able to meet at least once a week and play as a band again. but what's stopping me? :(
gg to take a nap. layney i miss u. muacks to minghsun. sorry to ALL my friends.
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