Friday, December 16, 2005
i've stopped thinking about anything. i think both of them have got their reasons for not contacting me at all the whole of today. i shall wait and see. furthermore, they are the two men who love me the most. i shall continue waiting. thanks weiyang for talking to me. i was very paranoid, i know.
alright, soooo this afternoon, i started puking liquid stuffs out from my mouth. yes. i have fallen sick. wanted to call boyfriend but... sigh. nevermind. anyway, no one cares anymore. whether i am sick or not. i am weak. i am always sick. i dont really care. but i hate puking. i still feeling like puking. i wonder if i puke everywhere around the house, will anyone help me clear it? no... i doubt so. this family is no longer the family i know. and my boyfriend, i seriously dont know what happened to him. maybe he's murdered or kidnapped or got into an accident while speeding down the road. i will never know becoz his family doesnt know of my existence. i will never get to attend his funeral too.
no i am not cursing my boyfriend. am i tat crazie?
i want to puke now. everyone, pls get lost.
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